Welcome to my website!  Thank you for taking the time to visit!


My name is Cynthia Bailey-Rug, and I am an author.  I write from a Christian perspective, and cover topics such as Christian living, animals, self-help, overcoming narcissistic abuse, narcissism and a little fiction.  I especially enjoy writing non-fiction books designed to help Christians who are currently suffering through or have survived narcissistic abuse.  It seems only right to me to use my own painful and difficult life experiences to help others. 

My books can be seen on my Books for Sale page.  Books for sale are available in either paper or in ebook format, many in both formats.

If you prefer not to order books online, I am willing to accept a payment via PayPal, Zelle or money order.  I will email the ebooks you want or mail the print books via media mail (cheaper) or Priority mail (faster), whichever your preference.  I can autograph your print book too if you like, just ask.  Simply email me at CynthiaBaileyRug@aol.com

Currently, my print publisher says that they expect delays in printing and shipping books due to some supply chain issues.  They estimate it’ll take about three weeks for customers to receive ordered books.  If you prefer to get your order quicker, email me  and I can help.  I have copies that I can ship immediately.

Do not forget to check out my site for The Butterfly Project.  I created The Butterfly Project as a way to encourage survivors of narcissistic abuse as well as to help raise awareness of this terrible problem.

***What’s New***


Most of my focus in writing is on Narcissistic Personality Disorder, and it can be very draining sometimes.  I thought it’d be smart to find more time to devote to lighter things in my life that I enjoy.  A part of that is creating craft patterns.  Since many who read my work also spend a lot of time focused on narcissism and recovering from narcissistic abuse, I’m sharing my patterns on this site.  They can be found here: Craft Patterns.

I also have decided to get back into something I enjoy – making natural beauty products and perfumes.  You can see my product line and place an order at Heaven Scent Creations.

I also decided to focus on writing mini books that focus on one topic at a time.  These mini books will be easier to read since they provide less information than a regular sized book, and the reader can purchase books only on the topics that interest them.  Naturally, they are much cheaper than regular sized books.  They’re also easier for me to write, which is important for my mental health.  Currently they are in ebook format only and available at this link: https://www.smashwords.com/profile/view/CynthiaBaileyRug


You Can Make A Difference!

Would you like to help others?  You can! I would like to compile a book of stories of survivors of various types of abuse, and how God helped them/is currently helping them to heal from their pain.  If you have been in an abusive situation, then please, share your story with me for inclusion in this book, no matter what phase of healing you are in. Your story may change someone’s life!  It will be a free ebook on this site, available to inspire anyone who has been abused. Click here for more information.